I feel like writing

i feel like writing but don't know what and don't know why
there was a time i felt the urge to..
urge to...
free myself.. free from the routine,
free from the shackles,
free from the frost that binds my head..
free to be free, free to be me

but today i stand alone and want to be
free from the freedom that pushed me so far,
free from memories,
free to cry, free to try,
try something new, try forgetting you..


hold me on, my heart aches
i wish you were here